Kyles fun journal that he types into, and rarely updates

ah ha!

Tue, 04 Dec 2007 20:54:19 GMT

Life is awesome right now, and I've never been happier.

Sick sick sick sick sick

Tue, 21 Aug 2007 02:31:54 GMT

So I was probably in the 99% range of perfect health yesterday.
Then I ate a chip that (felt like) it cut my throat as it went down; My throat hurt the rest of the day.
Then I wake up today and feel like complete shit. My throat is killing, I have a horrible cough, I have a horrible headache, I feel faint, I get chills and the opposite (heat...chills?), and my nose is the most congested its ever been.
Of course throughout the day I assumed I would get better quick (I have a good immune system, and have been taking vitamin C everyday for weeks), so I make plans for Tuesday (which is my day off).
I take boatloads of medicine all day, and then when I get home from work and start getting ready to head to tampa, I realize I'm in no condition to do so.
Fuck getting sick.
It always gets in the way at the worst of times.

Mon, 06 Aug 2007 16:58:57 GMT

I've been in weird moods lately. One minute I'm happy and everything is good, the next I'm depressed and feeling like I'm going to have a nervous breakdown.
I don't know why.
I'm going to try to stop smoking for a bit (cigs and pot), and see how that changes things.
I'm tried of getting high and feeling like shit the next morning. I'm also tired of getting high and sending stupid text messages that I didn't really want to send (when I look back at them).
School starts on the 27th. I'm excited to go back, but at the same time, I don't really want to.
I moved back home, it's cool and all, but I already want to move out again. But now I feel like I'm ready for a change, and I want to move out of this city. Somewhere new, something different.
And as for relationships, things go good, then they go bad. I always seem to fuck things up after a certain point; but I'm pretty used to it by now.
I'm trying to get better, but I've also been saying that for like, 3 years. I'm kinda getting over it though, learning not to give a shit.

I really really have been wanting to go to the beach lately.

Hi

Tue, 26 Jun 2007 16:41:24 GMT

Im officially moved out of my parents house; I now live in a 2 bedroom apartment in Metrowest.
Its dope.
My room is going to be even doper (haha) when its all set up/painted.
I cant decide what times to go to school. Unfortunately, it seems like i'm going to have to go before work. I like having whole days off, not days off that I have to go to school on.
My birthday is soon, and that makes me happy. Although i'm only turning 20, I feel like i've missed out on a lot and I want to experience a lot more shit that maybe I did miss out on (one thing in particular haha)

This is all for now.
Hopefully there will be some parties in the near future.
Super party 2 is on july 14th, it shall be killer.

Icky!

Sun, 03 Jun 2007 16:26:38 GMT

I had the chance to listen to Icky Thump today.
Its amazing.

Oh no! She's a rejecter!

Fri, 25 May 2007 17:14:07 GMT

-I have been working at CVS for 2 years now. That just makes me think that I need a new job; Thankfully the whole foods is opening soon.
-I'm in a much much better mood (and have been) since that last post I made. I realized there is no need to be bummed out over what happened; It will just make me a better person.
-I'm buying 4-HO-DiPT over the internet (lolz) hopefully it will be enjoyable. I was going to get 5-MeO-AMT, but the whole...throwing up for an hour before tripping doesn't sound too enjoyable.
-Saturday I work from 7:00-3:00. Then after that I don't have to work until Sunday the 3rd, and im getting paid for it.
A whole week of relaxing, drinking, smoking, parties, djing, tripping (hopefully), and etc etc..and getting paid for it. I guess my job isn't that bad...

Sigh

Mon, 14 May 2007 01:31:50 GMT

Another fuck up by me.
This always seems to happen.
I hate myself sometimes.

Crispy

Thu, 10 May 2007 17:10:06 GMT

I have given up all hope on going to Lollapalooza, but the lineup for Austin City Limits has come out and it is oh so much better.
Tickets are cheaper, flights are cheaper (and driving is still an option too), hotels are WAY cheaper, and Austin is amazing.

So yeah, lets go.

Were just a million little gods causing rain storms, turning every good thing to rust

Mon, 07 May 2007 01:32:35 GMT

So I got back today from the 2nd trip to Atlanta, this time seeing Modest Mouse.
I realize I didn't say anything about the Arcade Fire show so here ya go:
If you ever get an opportunity to see Arcade Fire live, take it. In fact go out of your way and try as hard as you can to see them.
It was easily the best live show ive ever been to.
Unfortunately I don't have pictures; Being short doesn't help when really tall people stand in front of you and block most of your sight.
Modest Mouse was also a really great show, but a lot of annoying shit happened during it (but damn, Johnny Marr is one cool guy). Kids thought it would be cool to crowd surf and get up on the stage and do random idiotic dances. At the very end there had to be about 10-15 people on stage that weren't in the band.
Driving to Atlanta twice in the same week really took a toll on my car. Upon the first time coming back, my tires went ape shit and I had to spend almost $400 fixing them. Not to mention gas was nothing less than $2.90.
Im bored out of my mind right now, Sundays are boring. I have tomorrow off though and am really looking forward to just enjoying a day off.
I realized being bored does nothing for my mood except making me bummed out (and slightly depressed) about how my life is currently going.
My heart is lonely~

Ughhhhhh

Mon, 23 Apr 2007 14:29:47 GMT

I do horrible in certain social situations (usually only involving females)
Pot does not help this; Drinking, on the other hand, does.
Once my nerves take over, it gets so insanely hard to even say something. I hate it, and i'm sure it makes me seem like an idiot.
Even worse is that over time, with whoever it may be, I do get better and become more open etc.
But usually by that time it's too late, and that is my downfall and the story of my life for the past 4 years.
But I'm not going to stop trying, simply because I have nothing at all to lose.

I just wish I owned a time machine.

the mousey girl screams 'violence, violence!'

Tue, 17 Apr 2007 16:52:17 GMT

I bought the coolest flight simulating device ever yesterday. I'll post a picture soon, because no words can do it justice.
4/20 is soon, and its going to be a pretty great day.
Smoking tons, drinking, cool music, nice friends, hopefully dancing
and of course, not having to work the next day.
Even better, the next day is Clap Your Hands Say Yeah.

I'm changing my major from general studies to journalism.

I fell in love with the first cute girl that I met

Thu, 12 Apr 2007 16:19:27 GMT

Of Montreal
Conan O'brien
tonight~

Lollapalooza lineup was announced and it is pretty amazing.

Mi corazón es solo

Fri, 06 Apr 2007 18:55:45 GMT

All this time, and I still don't know if im wasting my time or not

Im really excited for this on monday

All you cable junkies

Wed, 04 Apr 2007 15:54:14 GMT

Clap your hands say yeah
tonight
conan o'brien
then
here in orlando, 21st.

oh joyyyyy

I want to go!

Tue, 03 Apr 2007 04:34:33 GMT

I just realized this show will probably be amazing. and its on 4-20
The Locust, Daughters, Yip-Yip, and Cattle Decapitation
State Theater, St. Petersburg

Now I just need to find someone to join me.

Totally bummed...

Sun, 01 Apr 2007 16:27:55 GMT

I hate my nerves.
I hate the bad decisions I make.

If something horrible happened its all my fault...

im sorry. :(

I havent seen colour, I live in a monochromatic world.

Mon, 19 Mar 2007 15:39:19 GMT

Arcade Fire @ Atlanta, GA
May 1st, 2007

ps. I need to try LSD

Once again.....part 2.

Sat, 17 Mar 2007 02:32:21 GMT

ehh so I dont know what was with me this morning, im in a much better mood.

I realized all the bad stuff that happens to me (esp. the stuff that isnt my fault) will only make me better. Learning from mistakes is how I roll.

Hopefully a new and improved kyle will emerge within the next couple of weeks.
Im working on it...

Once again....

Fri, 16 Mar 2007 17:07:08 GMT

How come everything that happens to me always ends up the same?
Either someone really hates me, or I have shit for luck.
Everything always turns out the same way. And it always always always happens.
I'm so sick of it.

I just don't get it anymore. Whats wrong with me?

On a more positive note:
-Of Montreal is on the 31st, I don't think I could be any more excited...I can't see how it wont be awesome.
-Im seeing Cold War Kids on Wednesday, probably by myself..but I dont care, I really want to see them.
Then its Electric six on the 6th, blood brothers on the 9th, and ratatat on the 11th....how cool.

She's a rejecter

Mon, 12 Mar 2007 18:02:27 GMT

Synopsis of this weekend:
-Work sucks
-The New Pornographers were great
-300 was good
-My nerves get the best of me

I spend too much money.
I need to start saving.

eyeye

Tue, 06 Mar 2007 21:16:55 GMT

Bright Eyes May 17th Hard Rock Live

the new pornographers this saturday! im excited.

Like a skull shaped balloon, I believe in us.

Fri, 23 Feb 2007 17:31:49 GMT

Ratatat 11 Apr 2007 The Social Orlando
yay

Arcade Fire is performing on Saturday Night Live tomorrow, what a joyous occasion.

I dont work until Tuesday. Fun times ahead.

Upcoming shows

Fri, 16 Feb 2007 17:35:43 GMT

March 10th - The New Pornographers @ Firestone
March 31st - Of Montreal @ Firestone
April 6th - Electric Six @ The Social
April 9th - The Blood Brothers @ The Social
April 21st - Clap Your Hands Say Yeah @ Firestone

March and April are going to be glorious month's.

wqwe@!@#sddssd

Tue, 13 Feb 2007 17:17:25 GMT

Clap Your Hands Say Yeah at Club Firestone April 21st

orlando is cool.

but not cool enough for Arcade Fire to come apparently...(they announced their spring US tour dates and aren't coming anywhere close)

Bonnaroo line-up announcement is tomorrow.

OIOIOIOIOIOIOIOIiiiiii

Thu, 08 Feb 2007 22:03:03 GMT

I'M SO FUCKING HYPER RIGHT NOW!
AHHHH

I have a 4 day weekend.
We are going to Disney on Monday (finally), and it's going to be swell.

I found out today that Of Montreal, Electric Six, and The New Pornographers are coming to Orlando.

This year is getting better and better every day.

The day I find out Arcade Fire is coming to Florida I will go insane with joy (hopefully this happens).

Its getting closer to the Bonnaroo line-up announcement day.
Hopefully its good, because i'm ready and willing to go to Tennessee to be a part of it.

Im buying a Mac Mini when I get my tax return.